1/2/18 Food Journal

DIET-- The four letter word I dread. I love working out, but I also love eating out. I love fast food, I love candy, I love sweets, I love carbs. Diet is my downfall. Baby steps. Some things I have learned about myself: I have to be eating all day, or I will binge eat when I get home from work. I might look small but this girl can EAT. I'm trying to gain weight, so I focus on high protein snacks. Not all of my favorites are pictured here. I've also learned that I need sweets in my life. Crunch love is  my favorite granola because it has little chocolate chunks! YUM. It's also vegan which I think is really cool. I usually get the peanut butter flavor because it has just a little  more protein. But I tried cinnamon because, well, it's cinnamon. I've also learned that I need/want meat. In the past when I have gotten back into my fitness routine I cut calories like crazy. I eat eggs, and some lunch meat, fruit and veggies and call it good--this time around I'm meal prepping taco meat and actually finding myself full at dinner. Before I don't even think I would attempt to diet for dinner. I would eat ramen. I don't cook--so like I said baby steps. I like to end my day usually watching a show or relaxing (I coach gymnastics full time and so by the end of my day I just want to sit and do nothing) and snacking. I never feel bad eating halo top, or BOOM CHICKA POP! Kettle corn flavor, 35 calories a cup! I usually try to keep my diet low carb, high protein, but I do like bread. So sometimes I'll do sandwiches for lunch--like I said I'm still learning and this is all baby steps. Anyway this is my food journal from yesterday and I keep it pretty consistant give and take a few things.

 

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Highlights of 2017

This year was completely amazing! It was clear to me that my time in Provo, Utah was up. I had planned on moving to NY, NY and coaching at a gym I had previously coached at years before. That was my plan and it became solidified when I reached out to my old boss and she offered me a full time job with open arms. I was beyond excited, to be honest I wasn't even sure she would remember me. It had been quite a few years. A few weeks later I ran into a friend who told me I should think about Huntington Beach, Ca. Southern California had never really crossed my mind. Living by the ocean has always been a life goal of mine, but I wasn't sure when I would get to it. I wasn't sure if I could financially support myself and the whole Idea of Southern California terrified me. New York was much more in my comfort zone, surprisingly, but when I had worked there before I fell in love wth my co-workers, the city and the culture. I started doing my research on housing in Huntington area and to my surprise there was some affordable rent close to the ocean and just like that I started my job search. From January to about April I was job and house searching, by May I picked a job and found housing, and by June I was in Huntington. 

What I have learned from all of this is to MAKE MOVES. If you are unhappy with your life, CHANGE something. I lived in Utah for 3 years and it never felt right. I learned some things, LOVED my job and athletes I was coaching at All American Gymmnastics, but socially I had a really hard time, I didn't really fit in and the winters made me really depressed. I don't do well in the snow and I'm not a full on mountain girl. I much prefer city and ocean. Anyway--I still pinch myself that I'm living my dream life in California. My heart has been happier here than it has been a long time. I can't wait to see what 2018 has to bring as I find myself creatively, spiritually, socially, and actively. If that makes sense? There's so much I want to accomplish and do--so here's to you 2018! Lets do this! 

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